Monday, August 1, 2022
The Donald Trump Dilemma – how does a Christian live with the contradictions?
Friday, July 8, 2022
Redemption for the woke and the base
While seemingly on unrelated subjects, an imperceptible thread runs through the two books I recommend below. In times antiquated or modern, the voids in our hearts demand to be filled. Where previously, those voids were occupied by faith, family, and faithfulness, we now miserably fill those with confused replacements while ardently denying their very existence.
WOKE, INC. Inside corporate America's social justice scam, Vivek Ramaswamy
I first came across Vivek's contrarian thinking (by present standards) in a business news segment where he railed against stakeholder capitalism. As one of the few CEOs vocal about the disproportionate pressures exerted by the woke minority on companies' policies and culture, his voice was a clarion call in a landscape of cowering homogeneity. His is a relatable story, as a second generation Indian immigrant to the US, from Wadakkancherry, a town in Kerala, the state of my ancestors.
He narrates his experience working at Goldman Sachs, the most elite financial institution in America, where a hallmark event was 'Service Day'. Supposed to be a full-day spent serving the community, few of his colleagues seemed interested in planting trees at a park in Harlem. The group head showed up an hour late in a slim-fit suit and Gucci boots, "let's take some pictures and get out of here". In 30 minutes, they were at a bar where Vivek's colleague justified their flippancy by laying out the Goldman Rule: "He who has the gold makes the rule".
Vivek is an outspoken critic of the Environmental, Social, Governance (ESG) rules, testifying at a congressional hearing about the dangers of distorted capital allocation by investors, in favour of a social justice agenda. He describes the emergence of the woke-industrial complex, an unholy coupling between government and big business, that allows this hybrid model to get away with what neither could, on their own. The pretence of not caring about profit or power has worked out very well for these corporations, by giving them precisely more of each.
In a ludicrous example, when female employees sued Statestreet, a US mutual fund, alleging a pay gap with their male counterparts, the company did what any responsible one would have done. It erected a statue of a little girl standing up to the iconic bull on Wall Street, with a placard, 'SHE makes a difference'. Turns out, 'SHE' also stood for an ETF which traded on the stock exchange, which when purchased, redounded to Statesteet's benefit.
The most egregious example of wilful corporate negligence was by one of the world's largest consumer behemoths, Unilever. In a Kenyan tea-plantation owned by Unilever, while offering top-notch security to their well-heeled executives, they left their economically disadvantaged, local, female employees unguarded from 'brutal and foreseeable attacks'. After violent incidents in which several women were killed and raped by local thugs, Unilever compounded its cruelty by refusing liability or making restitution for their wrongdoing. Of course, none of this dampened their worldwide marketing blitzkrieg for the 'empowerment of women tea plantation workers'. Meanwhile, they were fighting the just demands of the local women they mistreated tangibly, while effusively pretending to care for ethereal women globally.
As an ardent believer in service to one's nation, I've held that governments should encourage their youth to a stint in public office and bureaucracy. Not only would it be an opportunity to tackle seemingly intractable problems with the optimism of youth, but would also inculcate a sense of duty, preservation of a national identity, and the belief of one's rise being inextricably linked to the nation's.
The author recommends civil service by conscription. I disagree with the desire to make service mandatory, since non-voluntary actions tend to foster resentment and evasion.
One of the most poignant critiques in the book is on woke consumerism. Signalling virtue through the goods we buy is a vacuous attempt to fill the sense of purpose previously driven by religious impulses. As the author says, in the new American search for identity to give our lives meaning, we make the ordinary sacred. To which I must add its corollary - and make the sacred ordinary.
OUT OF THE DEPTHS, the autobiography of John Newton
In stark contrast to Millenial and Gen Z's convictions in their own goodness, is the repentant slave trader who never lost awareness of God's condescension to Him. He sails on many voyages to Africa, transporting slaves for trade, as a captain of those ships. Squandering many years of his prime in avarice, rebellion, and mistreatment of his fellow men, he surrenders finally and helplessly, to his need to be saved from himself.
John Newton goes on to write many timeless hymns, including the unfading, Amazing Grace. Along with William Cowper, the prolific and depressive poet, he published a collection of hymns, including the evocative 'God moves in a mysterious way', a profound gift through the centuries. His friendship offered a respite from Cowper's relentless despair.
'Out of the depths' is John Newton's autobiography, written as a reflection of God's mercies toward the most hardened of hearts; ever present through acute dangers, rampant backsliding, moral failings, and protracted grief. In our 'cancel first, ask questions later', culture, Newton's life story is a reminder that none of us can set ourselves up as a higher standard of love, justice, and compassion, than the God through whom we have the conception of those ideas in the first place.
He becomes a prominent abolitionist, preaching against the evils of slavery, as a pastor in London, and a confidant of William Wilberforce. Wilberforce, was an evangelical Member of the British Parliament who strove to put an end to slavery. After campaigning for 9 years to abolish the slave trade and finding it fruitless, he considered retirement from public life.
Newton wrote him a powerful letter. He believed that God had placed Wilberforce to serve as a witness to Him. "The example, and even the presence of a consistent character may have a powerful, though unobserved, effect upon others. You are not only a representative of Yorkshire. You have the far greater honour of being a Representative for the Lord, in a place where many know Him not, and an opportunity of showing them what are the genuine fruits of that religion which you are known to profess".
Encouraged, Wilberforce continued his efforts in Parliament, looking to the Bible for direction in all of life, not aiming to separate his faith from politics. Wilberforce recognized that without a spiritual base, those who attempt social reform would not only flaw in their efforts, but in the end, do harm.
"My judgment..rests altogether on the Word of God. A man who acts from the principles I profess, reflects that He is to give an account of his political conduct at the judgment seat of Christ". A sobering thought, which I hope stays ingrained in my mind when tempted to disengage loftily by dismissing my responsibility to think and act righteously in the so-called culture wars.
Wednesday, June 22, 2022
To see you again
You held my hand and walked me through the woods
told me stories by the candlelight
Your eyes twinkling as you read stories of yore
I sat in rapt attention, lost in the sound of your voice.
The meals we shared, all the times we laughed
For every time I held your hand, for every time I shared your joy;
I can't believe I won't see you again
I keep holding onto your hand, your fingers in mine
and time can't take that away.
I had my heart set on happiness
Now, a fist clenching my insides
sinks down my vitals,
and I can hardly breathe
My heavy heart wears me down,
and I'm not alright.
His ways I don't understand,
and I don't even try
It is His to give and His to take away
and I can only look back.
I'll just rest my head at His heart,
lay my hurt on His shoulder
I'll just be held in His arms,
entwine my fingers with His,
and live under the shadow of His wings.
-In memory of my beautiful cousin, Bindu John, whose voice still rings in my ears.
Monday, May 23, 2022
Confessions of a Doomscroller

Sunday, April 3, 2022
Hurt and Affliction: When there is no end in sight.
By now, you've heard the Will Smith slap loud and clear in your living room and replayed to stirring emotional effect.
It might be odd to sympathize with the aggressor here, when he is so clearly in the wrong. A misguided stream of support in the aftermath lauded him for defending his wife's honour. A man so relinquished of self-control is weak and defeated, hidden beneath the picture - perfect veneer.
I say this as a Will Smith fan - I can rap along to the fresh prince of Bel-Air (just say the word), need no background to watch one of his movies (plot and storyline not mandatory) - and until revelations of his wrecked personal life, thought of him as a loving husband and father, stellar as a person, and exemplary as a professional. A secular testament to the virtues of plain hard work, grounded values, rooted upbringing, and integrity - rising up through access to 'common grace'.
Yet, my heart went out to this man. A desperately broken, wounded, and lonely man. Betrayed, tormented, not knowing which way to turn. No consolation in his accolades, no relief in entertainment, no rest in his thoughts.
To a greater or lesser extent, we all know this pain, or will know it soon. I did.
The remedy offered by the world can range from a therapy-laced exploration of the dark recesses of the mind, or a 'revenge is a dish best served cold' battlecry, or a shrinking from people, profession, and pursuit.
We are either held back by the pain of hurtful deeds said and done to us, or are driven in a quest to prove those wrong; our hearts a frothing of rage and tremors.
The blessing of a still, calm heart, without the whirling turbulence of thoughts characteristic of the aching heart, cannot be overstated.
If you thought this bleak narrative was building up to a solution, I have none. Except to begin with recognizing that because modern culture elevates how we feel as of greater value above everything and everyone else, it can be difficult to surface from those immersive waters.
With that recognition, what do you do next? This is hard and non-intuitive - but might we stop chasing happiness as the ultimate goal? That means acknowledging that life may not go your way, your goals may not be met, your timelines never achieved, and your feelings never adequately protected.
What if ambition looked like a life of quiet pursuit of spiritual disciplines, inward resilience through the means of sustenance established by God, and a determination to not strive without consulting God in the smallest affairs of life?
I'm not a great example, but afflictions have kept me humble. As much as I want the winter to end and walk into sunshine, my need keeps me clinging to God.
If not God, who. If not to Him, where.
Wednesday, September 1, 2021
Tuesday, December 29, 2020
Is God’s love reckless, and does it matter?
It is easy for us to think of music as innocuous, and to emphasize melody over meaning. Most popular songs that end up being chart-busters do not achieve that status due to their lyrical profundity. They’re not offering unique insight into the world, or human nature, but simply have a catchy beat. Many are quite formulaic, and we often associate a ‘sound’ with a particular artist. As long as it matches our mood, or lifts our spirits, or even distracts us from the chaos of our thoughts, its purpose is served.
It’s not surprising that that same thinking is carried forward into the selection of church music. A lot of what’s called, Contemporary Christian Music (CCM) also endeavors to make us feel good. In and of itself, this is not problematic, for who wants to listen to music that gets us down, or plumbs the depths of melancholy, or is not appealing to our ears. That’s sometimes the critique from modern worship leaders – that those who appeal to high standards in Christian worship music, simply care about a fuddy-duddy style, familiar and comfortable to an older generation. That reverence toward God has nothing to do with the choice of music, as long as the ‘heart is in the right place’.
Apart from being simplistic, this view is also terribly ignorant of the value that God Himself places on musical worship. In the Old Testament, we see the great care that king David took in the order, style, and decorum of the musicians who were to serve God in the Temple. When the reformer king Josiah celebrated the Passover, he had musicians follow the prescriptions for worship, alongside priests in the service of the Lord’s Temple.
This is not to say that there is no room for variety in worship. In India, where I come from, there are beautiful ghazals and kirtans composed by converted believers, now singing for Christ. These draw listeners in, and help them see that Jesus is not an alien Westerner, but the Creator God of all mankind. That He's the God who died, rose again, and offers redemption to these rural villagers trapped in superstition, and ritual worship of the powers of darkness.
Songs are a deep and entrenching way of memorializing God’s universal truths for generations. When Christians gather for corporate worship, they are singing for an audience of One. Songs rich with Scripture, composed from Biblical passages, declaring God’s attributes and divine nature, serve to fertilize the hearts and minds of those assembled in His Name. They are more attuned to hearing God’s Word, having taken their eyes off themselves, contemplating instead on God.
Now of course, the stirring up of emotions is not only acceptable, but to be expected. There is something marvellous about 300-year old songs, passed down from generations, connecting the modern believer to that universal Church, since ages past. A catchy beat, rhythm, melody, and exuberance are all well and good, as long as they add to, and not detract from the message of the song.
Consequently, biblical standards of worship would easily eliminate the megachurch Christianese songs churned out year after year, by the Bethel/ Hillsong/ Elevation industry. You might wonder, some of their songs appear acceptable, so why throw the baby out with the bathwater. The fact is, even the music produced by false churches and teachers, are not necessarily explicitly heretical. Smart as the enemy is, and true to his modus operandi, the bad theology is packaged aesthetically, with emotive mood-lighting, while half-truths are sung mixed with errors. These songs are then crystallized within immature minds, reinforce the impact of false teaching, and export the rot to nations far and wide.
To be clear - the choice is not between reverence and intimacy. It’s not either/or, it certainly is both. Each time someone encountered the majesty of God in the Old Testament, the only response was to fall down in awe. That did not change in the New Testament – John had the same response to the vision in Revelation. This was the Jesus he knew - against whom he leaned, walked, and shared meals with.
It matters that the songs we accept into corporate worship be truthful, precise, and firmly based on Scripture. It is a solemn responsibility, and one that pastors (and by extension, those in worship ministry) who are entrusted with guarding the flock against false teaching, are not to take lightly.
I do listen to the occasional megachurch song – not all are dyed in the same extreme wool. I apply discretion, and while there are several songs that could be good companions for a long drive, they could be absolutely inappropriate for corporate worship. I won’t get started on the mushy effeminate romance, or the irreverent boyfriend tunes, but, emphatically, God’s love is NOT RECKLESS, the all-sufficient One DOES NOT NEED US, and the Triune God, did not NOT WANT HEAVEN WITHOUT US.
Monday, November 18, 2019
Should a believer be actively involved in present day politics?
Speak out on behalf of the voiceless,
and for the rights of all who are vulnerable.
Speak out in order to judge with righteousness
and to defend the needy and the poor. Proverbs 31:8-10
Sunday, March 3, 2019
The ‘All Religions are One’ fallacy.
Monday, January 7, 2019
Feelings are overrated.
Friday, March 2, 2018
Reflections on the passing of my childhood hero, Billy Graham



Thursday, January 25, 2018
India’s deathly dance with intolerance
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